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so i still have a massive headache from thinking to much. i called j to talk. he was my best friend...like always. he said any guy would be lucky to have me...and that if mark is the great guy i told him he was, then he will call...
but i won't count on it.
i promised myself i wouldnt let any guy break my heart...but it's happened. i know it sounds naive, but..i thought i was going to marry mark gudding. He was everything I wanted and needed...and more..
Now I just feel so cheated...so hurt and confused....i went through a phase and scared him..ruined what we had..but maybe im just not pretty enough...good enough
god i feel like a baby
every second its like i get choked up and im about to cry...work will be awful i know it...
im so sad and feel so empty...people tend to do that.,..they get under your skin..burrow down deep into your soul..and then they just rip themselves out and take a chunk of your heart with them...
i love him...and it hurts to love him so much...
thank god for grace...
im sorry you got a ticket hun.
but i won't count on it.
i promised myself i wouldnt let any guy break my heart...but it's happened. i know it sounds naive, but..i thought i was going to marry mark gudding. He was everything I wanted and needed...and more..
Now I just feel so cheated...so hurt and confused....i went through a phase and scared him..ruined what we had..but maybe im just not pretty enough...good enough
god i feel like a baby
every second its like i get choked up and im about to cry...work will be awful i know it...
im so sad and feel so empty...people tend to do that.,..they get under your skin..burrow down deep into your soul..and then they just rip themselves out and take a chunk of your heart with them...
i love him...and it hurts to love him so much...
thank god for grace...
im sorry you got a ticket hun.