Jul 25, 2004 09:48
ok...so
i have a lot of things to be grateful for, but if they bother someone, than just tell me. Why is it that I have never gotten upset at you and i am always the one to apologize and beg for forgiveness?
kaylie, why did you show up today if you had nothing to say except tell marylyn about the schedule? you could have called her. If you are upset at me and grace than im sorry but...we didnt mean to make you come up to wendys. also, yesterday as a friend i was concerned about you...and im sorry if you and your mother hate me now for that. Forgive me for trying to be a good friend..you could have just frickin called n said..u know what mari, i just want to be alone and cofee wont work for me. thats all it takes. the fact that you just told your mom to lie just..i dont know.
im so sick of apologizing. i was upset today. i may be an annoying friend, but whatever. Want gas money? ill give you 50 bucks. hows that. if its such a big deal, tell me. i dont know whats up but the attitude wasnt nor isnt nessesary. you called me yesterday morning and said work sucked. i figured id treat you to cofee to make you feel better. then all of a sudden your phone is off and im like..wtf...i hope shes okay.
God strike me down for trying to be a good friend.
when you cool down and want to talk or hang out, call me. cuz im not going to beg you to talk to me because quite frankly, im hurt.
peace. i woulda called to say this to ya but..you prolly woulda just been in a pissy mood still.