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I don't really know what to say. I had so much to say and so much to rant about and then... all gone. My friend moved away and I lost the chance to say goodbye because of my mom... I hate to say it but it's always because of her that things like this happens. I never get closure in anything. I was really angry and felt sick. So far these past few days I've been the perfect child and at the sight of any slight mistake my mother would eat me alive. I let things go .. Today I couldn't. I will never see her again and I didn't get to say goodbye. She started getting all depressed and I didn't care. I lost my final chance. All of the sudden she became the victim. After a VERY long time of being harrassed by her I am suddenly the bitch. I couldn't believe her. I got very dizzy and after I finished with MY SISTER'S CHORE I went to my room. I drew like 6 pictures in less than an hour. Very simple but I liked them. I went outside and laid in the grass for a while. I felt kinda drunk because when I looked up the starts seemed to be moving...
Today I was kinda happy.. I was spinning like a little girl and dancing to 80's music. Why do they always take that away from me?
I can't sleep. I decided not to sleep till 4 pm anymore so I haven't been sleeping at all...
Today I was kinda happy.. I was spinning like a little girl and dancing to 80's music. Why do they always take that away from me?
I can't sleep. I decided not to sleep till 4 pm anymore so I haven't been sleeping at all...