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I really neglect this journal don't i lol. Life's been Blah... Listening to crossfade brings familiar feelings to surface. I really want to run. It really doesn't matter where just run. I've been sneaking out of my house again. I don't think i should but it makes me feel better... i wonder what's wrong with me. I've asked Kevin (a guy friend) that. I've been talking somewhat lately. He's squishy ^_^...
Woah today just seems like... lonely. I feel so weird. Something going to happen. I've been feeling like that lately and tonight i read the cards again and they said i would make a fool of myself... that's very likely. FUCK!!! stupid emotions. Lately i can only feel a few emotions and to the world it seems as if everything normal. I can't really eat either. Or sleep... what's wrong with me?
Woah today just seems like... lonely. I feel so weird. Something going to happen. I've been feeling like that lately and tonight i read the cards again and they said i would make a fool of myself... that's very likely. FUCK!!! stupid emotions. Lately i can only feel a few emotions and to the world it seems as if everything normal. I can't really eat either. Or sleep... what's wrong with me?