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I've been extremely busy lately. I have been joining clubs and crap. I joined the french club and the academic dethatholon... i might join the debaet team... maybe. I have to find a job... soon. I'm convincing my parents into it and i think i'm getting closer to it. I really want to go to france this summer but it costs me like 3,000 :( and i'm not old enough to get a job... damn it... i will find a way if it's the last thing i do!!!
Tomorrow i have two testes to study for and a lesson for the academic dethatholon on Renaissance music. Well i have some partners but ...... okay so i want to do most of it. I need somthing to work on. I just can't do anything. My parents don't like it coz i'm like pretty much not sleeping but it's not that i don't want to or that i'm not tired it's just... i can't. Plus every night i'm kinda scared that i might have those dreams again. I'm thinking the more i work my brain the less energy it will have for such vivid dreams.... or it won't have mememory for them. I dunno...
I went to the doctor yesterday. He said that there wasn't anything wrong with me. He laughed at me when i told him my symptoms....... other than that he was nice. He told me to go to a "consuler" aka psychiatrist. Oh well i always knew i was mental.... you know i've been called weird for like ever and i've never wished to be normal.. i have wished to be accapted for my weirdness but never to be normal. My dad said that my "uniqueness" is something that comes from his father. That made me happy....
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crap there's someone in my house....... my parents aren't here and my sister is in church class.............. okay whatever it was left........ i think.. i just checked my house and nobodies here. You know this always happens to me when i'm alone. Doors open and close by themselves radio's or tv's turn on or things just casually fall when no ones around... fucking shit has been happening to me since i can remember. .. sometimes i can swear i feel someone beside me when i sleep.... god i'm so weird
Tomorrow i have two testes to study for and a lesson for the academic dethatholon on Renaissance music. Well i have some partners but ...... okay so i want to do most of it. I need somthing to work on. I just can't do anything. My parents don't like it coz i'm like pretty much not sleeping but it's not that i don't want to or that i'm not tired it's just... i can't. Plus every night i'm kinda scared that i might have those dreams again. I'm thinking the more i work my brain the less energy it will have for such vivid dreams.... or it won't have mememory for them. I dunno...
I went to the doctor yesterday. He said that there wasn't anything wrong with me. He laughed at me when i told him my symptoms....... other than that he was nice. He told me to go to a "consuler" aka psychiatrist. Oh well i always knew i was mental.... you know i've been called weird for like ever and i've never wished to be normal.. i have wished to be accapted for my weirdness but never to be normal. My dad said that my "uniqueness" is something that comes from his father. That made me happy....
paintedsoul took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!
"Longs for a tender and sympathetic bond and for a ..."
Click here to read the rest of the results.
crap there's someone in my house....... my parents aren't here and my sister is in church class.............. okay whatever it was left........ i think.. i just checked my house and nobodies here. You know this always happens to me when i'm alone. Doors open and close by themselves radio's or tv's turn on or things just casually fall when no ones around... fucking shit has been happening to me since i can remember. .. sometimes i can swear i feel someone beside me when i sleep.... god i'm so weird