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My parents aren't home and my tranquility i felt evaporated and turned into depression. I don't know but I just felt so worthless and pathetic... for the first time in a few days i started to cry. It was unlike anyother time because it just wasn't a single tear there were several.... i cried longer than i have ever.... i felt so bad and so cold. I felt someones embrace on me and even though it was cold it made me feel somewhat better. I wanna know if there is anyway that i could see it talk to it, or if it really is there and it's not just me and proof that i really am crazy. I need help from someone i just don't know who to turn too.... argh. Thankfully my dbf will be coming tomorrow and that brings me comfort ^_^