my mixed tape
Fuck everything around me. I'm drunk right now. I'm hurting. I don't care what anyone else thinks. three days. three days is all i have before i leave and become someone different. break me. hurt me more. that way everything i've ever known will not compare to what i will have been through. right now, i don't care about anything. and if i have booze i would drink alone. judge me. go ahead. do it. i dont care. this is hard for me and if you dont understand that then you are not worth my time. you dont know my whole story and because of that you dont know who i am. i am understanding and i hate it when other people aren't. fuck me. i'm used to it. i hate pain. this is the worst.