Aug 13, 2007 07:58
I feel very similarly to how I felt about 4 months ago when I was unemployed for a month...depressed, anxious, IMPATIENT.
It has been a constant struggle since I lost my car. Very hard. Very stressful. Lots of tears. But I have learned alot, as one does every time one goes thru something hard.
Right now, I am sooooo frustrated and impatient. Yesterday I called a car dealership, was very up front and honest about my situation, and told them I just wanted to know before I went down there if it was possible for me to be financed given the situation. He said he would get back to me YESTERDAY and that HE WOULD NOT STRING ME ALONG. Guess what? No word. So if I have not heard from him by my break time today I will call him, I guess. Why can't people just do what they promise?
At this point, I just want to know what I have to do so I can make a plan. Without a plan I am lost and upset. I would love to know either YES or NO on financing a car from a dealership so I can at least move down the options. My insurance runs out this coming Sunday, so I will have to for sure start renting a car and getting insurance on it by then if I don't get a car thru a dealer. And that is lots of money. Really a lot. Alot alot. $900/month alot. HOW WILL I EVER SAVE TO BUY A CAR OUTRIGHT IF I AM PAYING $900/month JUST FOR CAR AND INSURANCE?!?!?!?!?!?
Getting depressed. Have to stop talking about it.