Nov 10, 2004 18:33
ARGH! Yesterday? Screw yesterday. Yesterday didn't happen today. TODAY happened today. So let's talk about today. I'm. Still. Sick. My ear friggin hurts. Every time I get sick my ears feel all clogged and there's lots of pressure. Right now it HURTS.
Last night I had a disturbing dream. I had this book called "Forty Five Ways To Commit Murder And Get Away With It". So I was reading it and there was this one about mass murder. It said stuff about getting a job at a hotel and using cleaner stuff to put poisonous gasses in the air. So I went to some big city and got a job as a janitor (easy access to cleaning supplies) or something in this big hotel. I got a room in the hotel to live in while I worked there. So then I did what the book said to do and people started dying and suffocating almost right away. So I ran back to my room, undressed, then grabbed a towel and wrapped it around myself so I looked like I was just out (or about to get in) the shower. So I ran outside like everyone else was doing and I "collapsed" on the street...I was pretending to be innocent. There were ambulances there already and I was taken away in one. So I got away with mass murder. Now the disturbing part isn't that I committed mass murder. It's the fact that at the end of the dream, when I was sure I had gotten away with it, and as soon as I woke up, my immediate reaction was POSITIVE. At the end of my dream I was really happy. And then when I woke up my first thought was "I want to do that for real." What's up with me? Do I really have a desire to do something like that? I know I talk about it every once in awhile and I think about it but I never thought I was serious. What do you guys think?
So first period I made a new friend. She's a lot like me. Yay. Oh no...I forgot her name...
Fourth period...I understand algebra.
Rehearsal. Rocco made me sad. :( Other than that, uneventful and somewhat boring. I'm really tired.
NO HOMEWORK DUE TOMORROW OR FRIDAY! I'm SOOOOOO going to bed early tonight. Maybe I'll have a dream that I'm a pretty pink pony...that should counteract my other dream. Right? Right?
MY EAR HURTS!!!! *cries*
-M.