Wanted manual for men, a REAL one not the selfhelp crap
Is 3:ish in the morning and I'm really awake. My throat is bother me again, and I was hoping to see my kind of boyfriend on the messenger, but he isn't here. *sigh* I know I have said this over and over, but guys annoy me THEY DO
He just doesn't know how to treat a girl or at least how to treat me.... it's weird when we are together is like he adores me, but he disappears for days and maybe I'll get a text message or a chat in here, but he isn't like he used to be, you know all needy of me.
Today I really noticed cause he read on my messenger I was sick and called me to my cellphone, but I didn't picked up cause I was downstairs, and yes I did confirm with text message that I was sick.
Last time I was sick he insisted to come over to take care of me, but this time *sigh* this time he just check how sick I was, and only that.
please I could use some advice here cause even though I have talked to my mom and Adriana I'm just not satisfied...
do I give him time until our normal schedules are back on on August?
do I cut him out of my life?
do I take away kisses and more?
or what???
I had enough of the space between us, I had enough of going out all the time with my girlfriends because he didn't tell me anything for the weekend, and if I talk to him he tells me how much he loves me but he wants to take thing slowly *sigh* I really don't understand men, I don't get why for me is that hard, and I see other couples having a great time
why can I?????
I DON'T GET IT!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm totally in love with sex and the city they have a lot of kind of real situations, situations that hel a girl out *lol*
I fucked up my hair trying to make layer to it, so I'll be going to the hairdresser tomorrow or the day after, the bad news there is that I'm going to have to cut it and I was liking it long long, right now is like 7cm of my waist
I also promise Ruby to go out with her at 10ish to window shopping and maybe some coffee.... I'll see
I'm really tired of not doing shit all day, I want my college the one I bitch all the time
*sigh* I was doing a different post but this one kind of get out of my head suddenly... it's just another of those emo post.......
peachy, peachy