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To rub the bleeding embers into your flesh
Stabbing yourself in the stomach
So blinding but you know it's there

"I didn't know you smoke"

I don't
It's all an illusion

To inhale and feel the shakes fill your body
Toe to
Tip
And the steady-paced loudness of your beating heart

Thump, thump
Thump, thump

For a second, full of blackness
You remember onlookers exist
In your blindspots
And the nonexistent tears pours down your cheeks