Oct 01, 2004 12:02
today sucked. well it still sucks cuz its only really 1/2 way over. some people just shouldnt talk to me. some people shouldnt be my friend if they dont support me, or just stay the fuck out of it. i dont like being called a bitch when i havent done anything besides walk into a classroom. why do people have to be like that. i dont like that i cant do math, but i dont need people to remind me im not good at it. its not like im stupid okay!!! i dont think its right to change your views based on who your friends are and who your living with. i dont think its right to not apologize when you know you have hurt someone. i dont think its right that i have to put of with your bullshit when im not even a part of it. just because youve screwed your life doesnt mean you have to ruin mine too. its not cool when people take your friends. have we heard of sharing? its not cool when u make a big deal of yourself to make me look lesser. its not cool that u talk about me. its not cool that you dont love me and your not really my friend. because if you were you wouldnt be saying this. its not cool that "cheerleading is my responsiblity" therefor i must sell and/or pay for what i want and need. why cant i get a little help when i ask for it? why is it such a big deal that i asked you to do something for me? just cuz u did it last year doesnt mean i miraculously dont need you to do it again.
im glad that some of my friends are good and true. im glad some of them understand me and support me even when we disagree. im glad that they try to help me in any way possible when they know i am having a hard time. i couldnt be more grateful to have these people in my life and there for me. ( you obviously know who you are guys )
xXx
-margo
i dont expect you to understand . . . i expect you not to judge me