Oh boy...
What a day...
Started with a wonderful lesson on a lovely chesnut named Who. Haha funny name, for an interesting horse. He is incredibly smooth and steady though. I'm just glad that my first riding lesson here was huntseat; now I don't look like such a dumbass.
Then there wassss...stable management, that was so boring. I was tired and thirsty for the entire hour lecture, which made it difficult to concentrate at all. You'd think learning about something you love would be fun, but sometimes, it just isn't.
Spent the 2 hours before english writing the rough draft for my essay that was due today. I got it done about 15 minutes before class started, and it's pretty damn good if I do say so myself...hence the not so swell writing in this blog, my brain is mush...and it's quite late besides...but more on that in a bit.
I went straight from english to the second night of auditions for Rumors. Once again I had to play Chris, who is the only character in that play that I'm not as solid on acting wise...not that I act much anyway. However the director decided to do the Cassie/Glenn scene and requested that I be the first one up to show everyone else what the character is supposed to be like. I wish I could've had a better Glenn, the one I had to work with skipped lines, messed up the ones he didn't skip, and spoke in a monotone for pretty much the entire time we were up. I tried to work with it as best I could, but when the person you're acting with just isn't up to par, it doesn't always work out as well as you'd like. The callback list will be up by noon tomorrow though, so I think after economics I'll stop down and see if the list is up yet...god I hope I didn't suck too bad. But I really thought I did pretty well, considering I'm going up against people who have been in shows for years, and others who just have natural talent.
Then I came back here, made LeanCuisine, which smells awful but at least tastes alright...talked to Travis with Jen and Catherine via webcam for awhile, failed to do anything but the first question on my dirt science homework, and then the drama started. Catherine and Jen went down to Chris' room...I think...anyway he was ignoring her as is his per usual nowadays, and Catherine got pissed and left. Jen went back down later to hang out with Craig and Ben, and Chris walked in and apparently flipped a shit and threw everything off his desk and raged out. Jen came back here looking shocked, maybe even lost. I talked to her about it, but I just don't know what to do. I've never been in a situation like that before, and to be honest, I'm scared for her. Chris is getting out of control. I wish I knew what to say to her, but all I can do is be here if she wants to talk. Instead she talks to Travis or Catherine with text messages and webcam. Oh well...I'm here if she needs me.
Anyway now she's crying a bit, I honestly have no idea what to do, aghhh.
I miss home. I miss my old drama. It was simple, and easily dealt with. This I just don't know how to handle. And it's stressing me out, even though I have nothing to do with it.
I miss Andy.
the end.
Started with a wonderful lesson on a lovely chesnut named Who. Haha funny name, for an interesting horse. He is incredibly smooth and steady though. I'm just glad that my first riding lesson here was huntseat; now I don't look like such a dumbass.
Then there wassss...stable management, that was so boring. I was tired and thirsty for the entire hour lecture, which made it difficult to concentrate at all. You'd think learning about something you love would be fun, but sometimes, it just isn't.
Spent the 2 hours before english writing the rough draft for my essay that was due today. I got it done about 15 minutes before class started, and it's pretty damn good if I do say so myself...hence the not so swell writing in this blog, my brain is mush...and it's quite late besides...but more on that in a bit.
I went straight from english to the second night of auditions for Rumors. Once again I had to play Chris, who is the only character in that play that I'm not as solid on acting wise...not that I act much anyway. However the director decided to do the Cassie/Glenn scene and requested that I be the first one up to show everyone else what the character is supposed to be like. I wish I could've had a better Glenn, the one I had to work with skipped lines, messed up the ones he didn't skip, and spoke in a monotone for pretty much the entire time we were up. I tried to work with it as best I could, but when the person you're acting with just isn't up to par, it doesn't always work out as well as you'd like. The callback list will be up by noon tomorrow though, so I think after economics I'll stop down and see if the list is up yet...god I hope I didn't suck too bad. But I really thought I did pretty well, considering I'm going up against people who have been in shows for years, and others who just have natural talent.
Then I came back here, made LeanCuisine, which smells awful but at least tastes alright...talked to Travis with Jen and Catherine via webcam for awhile, failed to do anything but the first question on my dirt science homework, and then the drama started. Catherine and Jen went down to Chris' room...I think...anyway he was ignoring her as is his per usual nowadays, and Catherine got pissed and left. Jen went back down later to hang out with Craig and Ben, and Chris walked in and apparently flipped a shit and threw everything off his desk and raged out. Jen came back here looking shocked, maybe even lost. I talked to her about it, but I just don't know what to do. I've never been in a situation like that before, and to be honest, I'm scared for her. Chris is getting out of control. I wish I knew what to say to her, but all I can do is be here if she wants to talk. Instead she talks to Travis or Catherine with text messages and webcam. Oh well...I'm here if she needs me.
Anyway now she's crying a bit, I honestly have no idea what to do, aghhh.
I miss home. I miss my old drama. It was simple, and easily dealt with. This I just don't know how to handle. And it's stressing me out, even though I have nothing to do with it.
I miss Andy.
the end.