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Not sure where to start.
The concert was great. Even though it was a major mistake for my leg. I got to stay along the wall the entire time and I had a chair though, so I got to sit as I saw fit. The security guard nearby got my a stick from Hidden in Plain View because he felt bad for me and my brace. Everyone loves a girl in a legbrace. HIPV signed it after the show, I got to shake Will from Cartel's hand. It's all good.
I went to the orthopedist on Monday and kindasortamaybe got really nervous while there. Anyway, he said "well, you're not tender where you should be and you are tender where you shouldn't be so maybe.....it isn't a dislocated patella." Needless to say, the fact that I saw my leg one way and my kneecap another dictated quite a different story. He couldn't tell me what it might be. In fact, he said that it may even be a dislocated patella, in direct contradiction of what he said prior. I'm confused.
Either way, I need an MRI. I'm getting it tomorrow. I am terrified beyond terrified. Like, realllllllly damn scared. I need to get down to Vassar Brothers Medical Center. Because St. Francis may be able to pump your stomach, but they can't handle much else.
All of my friends went down to McCann to go swimming. Before, they all went roller-skating. I just wish we could do things that I could come along to. I mean, I can get around, although in pain. This leaves me somewhat out of it and kinda sad. On top of still being totally demoralized and in the same mental state as I have been all week.
Maybe once I get better this will pass.
I dunno. I have to go get my laundry.
The concert was great. Even though it was a major mistake for my leg. I got to stay along the wall the entire time and I had a chair though, so I got to sit as I saw fit. The security guard nearby got my a stick from Hidden in Plain View because he felt bad for me and my brace. Everyone loves a girl in a legbrace. HIPV signed it after the show, I got to shake Will from Cartel's hand. It's all good.
I went to the orthopedist on Monday and kindasortamaybe got really nervous while there. Anyway, he said "well, you're not tender where you should be and you are tender where you shouldn't be so maybe.....it isn't a dislocated patella." Needless to say, the fact that I saw my leg one way and my kneecap another dictated quite a different story. He couldn't tell me what it might be. In fact, he said that it may even be a dislocated patella, in direct contradiction of what he said prior. I'm confused.
Either way, I need an MRI. I'm getting it tomorrow. I am terrified beyond terrified. Like, realllllllly damn scared. I need to get down to Vassar Brothers Medical Center. Because St. Francis may be able to pump your stomach, but they can't handle much else.
All of my friends went down to McCann to go swimming. Before, they all went roller-skating. I just wish we could do things that I could come along to. I mean, I can get around, although in pain. This leaves me somewhat out of it and kinda sad. On top of still being totally demoralized and in the same mental state as I have been all week.
Maybe once I get better this will pass.
I dunno. I have to go get my laundry.