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I believe it was around the beginning of may this year, right after my breakup (fuck him) that i told myself "you've got to live this life by YOURSELF, no one is gonna be there to hold your hand." So this is how my life is going to proceed. A new start, a new independent margaret. And with that said, here begins a new livejournal, for what reasons I have no idea.
Essentially I am sitting 3000 miles from "home" (home being in quotation merely because home isn't a house, but "where the heart is" and in many ways i consider this place home already) on a sunday night. I love where I ended up, it almost fits me perfectly. Definitly the right decision.
And in the usual line of my live journal posts from before, my life continues to revol (well not entirely anymore since all that independence and that bad relationship) around boys. But it is definitly different this time around. A summer fling was the best I have ever had, and probably one of the best relationship i've have so far. And to my surprise, this summer fling, whom I never expected to call me, unless both of us were in town again ;) ims me randomly two weeks ago. Of course it is "are you going to be home for Christmas, you should sleep over." And while this makes me very happy indeed, among other things, I am once again confused. So my plan is to ask him over aim, seeing as I don't like phones and it would be awkward, although I could email him ... hmmmmmm maybe I will do that. Well anyways I want to ask him what he sees in this "relationship" I guess I just need to know and not go about my life oblvious like always.
More later perhaps, if I feel like it. I'm gonna email him.
Essentially I am sitting 3000 miles from "home" (home being in quotation merely because home isn't a house, but "where the heart is" and in many ways i consider this place home already) on a sunday night. I love where I ended up, it almost fits me perfectly. Definitly the right decision.
And in the usual line of my live journal posts from before, my life continues to revol (well not entirely anymore since all that independence and that bad relationship) around boys. But it is definitly different this time around. A summer fling was the best I have ever had, and probably one of the best relationship i've have so far. And to my surprise, this summer fling, whom I never expected to call me, unless both of us were in town again ;) ims me randomly two weeks ago. Of course it is "are you going to be home for Christmas, you should sleep over." And while this makes me very happy indeed, among other things, I am once again confused. So my plan is to ask him over aim, seeing as I don't like phones and it would be awkward, although I could email him ... hmmmmmm maybe I will do that. Well anyways I want to ask him what he sees in this "relationship" I guess I just need to know and not go about my life oblvious like always.
More later perhaps, if I feel like it. I'm gonna email him.