alone and pondering
i don't really know what to say. i just know i need to write.
i've been having this amazing now seven hour long internet conversation with you know who. and i don't where i stand with liking him, maybe i do. i mean i probably do, it's just not like any other crush i have ever had. but i did decide that i don't want to enter into anything until i am ok with everything that ever wasn't ok in the past. it's just that he and really really seem to get one another. it's becoming an amazing friendship that i can't even explain.
see i don't even know what to write anymore. it's just a feeling i guess.
too tired to go into any detail though...
i've been having this amazing now seven hour long internet conversation with you know who. and i don't where i stand with liking him, maybe i do. i mean i probably do, it's just not like any other crush i have ever had. but i did decide that i don't want to enter into anything until i am ok with everything that ever wasn't ok in the past. it's just that he and really really seem to get one another. it's becoming an amazing friendship that i can't even explain.
see i don't even know what to write anymore. it's just a feeling i guess.
too tired to go into any detail though...