(no subject)

[margaruta]

I feel emotionally drained
and there's no type of font
that expresses this emotion stirring inside of me
things are so hectic these past hours
i've got places to go and things to do
and people's expectations of me following me
around every street corner that I turn
i'm typing this letter to you
so you won't be able to analyze my handwriting
but i gotta say, if i did hand write this
it wouldn't be legible
because i feel soo emotionally drained at the moment
that i can't focus on anything
my brain needs to be forced to fit different pieces of sensible
sense together
so that i might have a clue of what's going on
wish me luck in the future,
hopefully the inside of me will be making some sort
of improvements while you read this
while the outside of me follows the inside of me
because the outside of me is
unconscious
i'm emotionally drained from the outside in