Doing Boys and Doing Drugs and doing everything in my power to have So Much Fun.

[margaritap]

In my brief documentary filmmaker stage (no, I didn't have a camera, but I had ever so many ideas), I had the idea of making a documentary of me, a drug virgin, doing "All The Drugs" on a series of concecutive days, over a relitivly short period of time. Like on the first day I would be drinking a cup of coffee, but by day fifteen I'd be on to the

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[margaritap]

It is true that one of the two other times I did a drug I also did a boy, and I remember the drug far more fondly and well. I think that most of the reason I haven't done more of The Drugs is that I've always had sort of a wariness around them, and I'm not really sure why because I'm generally fairly fearless. Perhaps all the years of drug education really sunk in? Or I'm just worried my rabidly addictive personality will get the better of me?

I don't know if your major psychotropic experience is really necessary for everyone. Personally, though I may spend a lot of time acting like a teenager, I'd say that my thought processes are fairly mature, and have gotten that way without any sort of vision quest. On the other hand I have no comparison as I've never done such a thing. And I am very big on things like epiphanies and being constantly amazed or whatever.

Should the oppurtunity present itself in a convenient way, I'm entirely in. It's something I'll probably do at some point, but that I don't think I'm any worse off without. Rather like boys again, I suppose.