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My grandma died last night at about 2:30am. It's sad but at the same time a huge relief for everyone involved. Lord knows i got my tears out a month ago when this all started happening. None of us thought she'd make it this long. The past few days shes been pretty unresponsive so it was really hard for people to go visit her because its like she wasn't there, you know? She'd been in hospice for about 5 weeks. Shes getting cremated so theres no rush for all of us to go back down there, we can sort of plan the funeral when it works best for everyone. I guess the hardest part for me is just putting myself in my moms position, years down the road when i'm doing the same thing for my mom...thats whats sad, thats whats really almost unbearable to think about. So i'm sad her.