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So I did send Aaron a message. Saying approximately:
Well really you should have told me a couple weeks ago that you weren't interested in pursuing anything with me further and then alternately yes you should have mentioned that you had started to see someone several days ago.
I was like, I just mention this for future reference because it's a shitty feeling to be left hanging. If you had time to find a girlfriend you had time to drop me a line to tell me what was up. I deserve better than a coerced explanation once irrelevant. That I still got to spend a chunk of time disappointed and worried. I was like I had a strong enough hunch that I started seeing someone else but still. It's why I was hesitant in the first place, I just had a guy pull the same thing on me leave me thinking one thing and then meanwhile...and it sucks.
Stupid Justin with his oh I can't be with anyone right now and maybe in a couple months....yeah in a couple months if I don't happen to be dating this girl I was just never going to mention to you.
Anyways...I still feel really weird. I don't know I think I am holding back from liking this new guy as much as I would if all this crap didn't keep happening. Don't get me wrong I do like him especially when he's right there but then...yeah.
I feel like such a shmuck because I can't afford to go to Ft. Worth to see him and he keeps having to come down here. Hopefully that will change today and I can go there sometime this week.
On Friday he came down and I showed him the glory of the book store. Then we got root beer floats at Frosty's and after that played frisbee in the park for a while. We got dinner at Greenhouse and then hung out at my apartment. I really really wish David had his own room.
Yesterday he met me at Jupiter House and then we got Pizza at J&J's and then drinks at the loophole. There was a bit of wandering around...David was home so then we wandered around a bit more. Yeah.
I really enjoyed myself again. He's sarcastic. I'm sarcastic. It works. I was talking about AFI when they came on at the Loophole and he pulled out some super old school AFI lyrics...and the implications made me really happy. He seems to have fairly good musical taste. Which gets you points in my world.
Though I am no less convinced that he and I are the same person. I might just be a slightly more neurotic arty version.
Well really you should have told me a couple weeks ago that you weren't interested in pursuing anything with me further and then alternately yes you should have mentioned that you had started to see someone several days ago.
I was like, I just mention this for future reference because it's a shitty feeling to be left hanging. If you had time to find a girlfriend you had time to drop me a line to tell me what was up. I deserve better than a coerced explanation once irrelevant. That I still got to spend a chunk of time disappointed and worried. I was like I had a strong enough hunch that I started seeing someone else but still. It's why I was hesitant in the first place, I just had a guy pull the same thing on me leave me thinking one thing and then meanwhile...and it sucks.
Stupid Justin with his oh I can't be with anyone right now and maybe in a couple months....yeah in a couple months if I don't happen to be dating this girl I was just never going to mention to you.
Anyways...I still feel really weird. I don't know I think I am holding back from liking this new guy as much as I would if all this crap didn't keep happening. Don't get me wrong I do like him especially when he's right there but then...yeah.
I feel like such a shmuck because I can't afford to go to Ft. Worth to see him and he keeps having to come down here. Hopefully that will change today and I can go there sometime this week.
On Friday he came down and I showed him the glory of the book store. Then we got root beer floats at Frosty's and after that played frisbee in the park for a while. We got dinner at Greenhouse and then hung out at my apartment. I really really wish David had his own room.
Yesterday he met me at Jupiter House and then we got Pizza at J&J's and then drinks at the loophole. There was a bit of wandering around...David was home so then we wandered around a bit more. Yeah.
I really enjoyed myself again. He's sarcastic. I'm sarcastic. It works. I was talking about AFI when they came on at the Loophole and he pulled out some super old school AFI lyrics...and the implications made me really happy. He seems to have fairly good musical taste. Which gets you points in my world.
Though I am no less convinced that he and I are the same person. I might just be a slightly more neurotic arty version.