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While it's nice to know there are perfect looking people in denton...and that they have good taste in music.
When you also know they have little cutesy girlfriends it doesn't do you much good.
It's stupid how attractive I find this guy, I seriously remember the first time I saw him because I was like oh....shit and that was like two years ago. He has started coming into Jupiter House regularly and my (stalkerishness is just advancing by leaps and bounds here) and sometimes I swear I just want to go up and say hey I know you have a girlfriend and I don't mean anything by this and honesty you scare me a bit but you are pretty much perfect looking...though it wouldn't hurt if you were three inches taller.
He is what I refer to as a hobby crush. So I guess it does do me some good. He's the type of person who I've accepted chances are I'll never meet and am o.k. with that but he gives me something nice to look at and direct my attention towards when I am otherwise over thinking other stuff.
For the record he just looks like a little Mathew Fox. Because chances are if I think someone is like the hottest person ever they look somewhat like Mathew Fox...or at least have a nice jaw and stubble...this guy also happens to have one of the best smiles I've seen in person...which is always a plus
The stupid instability of my life has left me grabbing at what I can. Boys I'll never meet, always nice to look at, no pressure and always someone in that position.
And also I guess things I can control. Like hey my scale said I've lost 9.5 pounds! I mean granted a few hours later it will say I gained back 2 pounds but whatever it has gotten to the point that it says at any time I have lost 9.5 pounds. Wooo 41 miles. I feel like I am already looking slightly better.
When you also know they have little cutesy girlfriends it doesn't do you much good.
It's stupid how attractive I find this guy, I seriously remember the first time I saw him because I was like oh....shit and that was like two years ago. He has started coming into Jupiter House regularly and my (stalkerishness is just advancing by leaps and bounds here) and sometimes I swear I just want to go up and say hey I know you have a girlfriend and I don't mean anything by this and honesty you scare me a bit but you are pretty much perfect looking...though it wouldn't hurt if you were three inches taller.
He is what I refer to as a hobby crush. So I guess it does do me some good. He's the type of person who I've accepted chances are I'll never meet and am o.k. with that but he gives me something nice to look at and direct my attention towards when I am otherwise over thinking other stuff.
For the record he just looks like a little Mathew Fox. Because chances are if I think someone is like the hottest person ever they look somewhat like Mathew Fox...or at least have a nice jaw and stubble...this guy also happens to have one of the best smiles I've seen in person...which is always a plus
The stupid instability of my life has left me grabbing at what I can. Boys I'll never meet, always nice to look at, no pressure and always someone in that position.
And also I guess things I can control. Like hey my scale said I've lost 9.5 pounds! I mean granted a few hours later it will say I gained back 2 pounds but whatever it has gotten to the point that it says at any time I have lost 9.5 pounds. Wooo 41 miles. I feel like I am already looking slightly better.