Apr 28, 2008 07:12
More and more I feel like I'm back in high school (only I never actually attend a class, so perhaps I'm way cooler now than I was in high school?). I have that mentality, and it annoys the crap out of me because I had convinced myself that I was above leaning on anyone for the time being. This is apparently not the case. So, instead of confronting this fact head on, I will run from it like the yellow-bellied bitch that I am.
It's not like I don't have a lot going for me lately, either. I most certainly do. I just need to do what I initially said I was going to do when one thing ended and all this other mess began. I need to get better at being me.
I wish I had given myself time to take a shower this morning and not just go with the fact that I showered last night. Morning showers just seem to make the day that much more worthwhile.