It's time to say Goodbye
i am not going to update this journal again for a long time. maybe not at all. i need to move in another direction, and right now that means leaving this journal behind. i'll keep it online for historic purposes, and just in case i ever decide to post again.
i wish all people everywhere the very best. if we all live with hearts full of love, we might find salvation in this life. i'm too much of an athiest to say that everything will be taken care of in an afterlife. i believe we must do whatever good we can do in this life. we must choose Love. To love, to let oneself deeply love another, it is the most vulnerable position that one can place themselves in. And it is painful. It is devestating. but i believe we must suffer that pain, we must choose to love. . . to love eachother, to love the earth, the stars, the sky, the animals, the plants, ALL THINGS. . .
In Love i find my Heaven.
In Love i find my only refuge, my only peace.
In Love i find my darkfear and my sorrow.
In Love i find my Soul,
In Love i find myself.
In Love i find You.
In Love i find the meaning of the Stars.
And We are stars.
In Love i bleed and suffer,
In Love i dance and sing,
In Love i find the Ugly,
the Beautiful, and
the True.
In Love i find All things are One thing.
In Love the colors are woven into and out of eachother.
In Love my Angel wings remain,
In Love my Sorrow bleeds to Joy,
In Love even my Anger appears as a bright Flower.
In Love, i Believe.
In Love there is no defeat.
In Love i am invincible.
In Love, i am also Vulnerable.
In Love, i am.
In Love, i will be Until i die of a Broken Heart.
In Love, we all die of Broken Hearts.
In Love i find strenght to Live.
In Love i am Alive.
In Love, i am in Love,
In Love, i am Love.
"and these are the last words i have to say. it's always hard to say goodbye. . . but now it's time to put this book away. Ain't that the story of my life?" -- Billy Joel, Famous Last Words
i wish all people everywhere the very best. if we all live with hearts full of love, we might find salvation in this life. i'm too much of an athiest to say that everything will be taken care of in an afterlife. i believe we must do whatever good we can do in this life. we must choose Love. To love, to let oneself deeply love another, it is the most vulnerable position that one can place themselves in. And it is painful. It is devestating. but i believe we must suffer that pain, we must choose to love. . . to love eachother, to love the earth, the stars, the sky, the animals, the plants, ALL THINGS. . .
In Love i find my Heaven.
In Love i find my only refuge, my only peace.
In Love i find my darkfear and my sorrow.
In Love i find my Soul,
In Love i find myself.
In Love i find You.
In Love i find the meaning of the Stars.
And We are stars.
In Love i bleed and suffer,
In Love i dance and sing,
In Love i find the Ugly,
the Beautiful, and
the True.
In Love i find All things are One thing.
In Love the colors are woven into and out of eachother.
In Love my Angel wings remain,
In Love my Sorrow bleeds to Joy,
In Love even my Anger appears as a bright Flower.
In Love, i Believe.
In Love there is no defeat.
In Love i am invincible.
In Love, i am also Vulnerable.
In Love, i am.
In Love, i will be Until i die of a Broken Heart.
In Love, we all die of Broken Hearts.
In Love i find strenght to Live.
In Love i am Alive.
In Love, i am in Love,
In Love, i am Love.
"and these are the last words i have to say. it's always hard to say goodbye. . . but now it's time to put this book away. Ain't that the story of my life?" -- Billy Joel, Famous Last Words