The answer is not to kill anyone
I'm a pregnant depressed bitch. Yep there I said it. Now get over it. I cry everyday, I hate myself and the only things keeping me goign is Tony and the baby.
I snap,scream and yell at everyone for everything.
I go back to the doctor on Tuesday and hopefully I can get back on my meds for depression.
I'm getting an ultrasound done :)
In April I can find out what I'm having.
Tony doesnt understand why I cant talk to him about certain things. I have problems talking to people about certain things, such as my past. He knows I used to be very depressed and that I used to hate myself, he jsut doesnt understand why. I'm slowly slipping back that way.
He knows I used to cut myself, and he knows I struggle not to, jsut about everyday. Its the only way I know how to deal with my feelings.
I went to Kay-Kay's wedding yesterday, it was ok. I went off on some lady there for talking about 2 bridemaids backing out. I told her I was one of them, I had my reasons and asked if she had a problem with it. She shut up pretty fast. And its the truth, I had my reasons for not being in it.
I snap,scream and yell at everyone for everything.
I go back to the doctor on Tuesday and hopefully I can get back on my meds for depression.
I'm getting an ultrasound done :)
In April I can find out what I'm having.
Tony doesnt understand why I cant talk to him about certain things. I have problems talking to people about certain things, such as my past. He knows I used to be very depressed and that I used to hate myself, he jsut doesnt understand why. I'm slowly slipping back that way.
He knows I used to cut myself, and he knows I struggle not to, jsut about everyday. Its the only way I know how to deal with my feelings.
I went to Kay-Kay's wedding yesterday, it was ok. I went off on some lady there for talking about 2 bridemaids backing out. I told her I was one of them, I had my reasons and asked if she had a problem with it. She shut up pretty fast. And its the truth, I had my reasons for not being in it.