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I cant trust you anymore. You act as if the entire world should stop for you. You act is if i am to stay away from everyone i like and you can go off and do whatever. dont say no i'm lying because that's how it is. You showed photos of a guy you like to her uh yeah that's makes no sense you wanted a relationship with me but like other guys somehow.and she's my girlfriendand she told me so dont wonder or get mad at how i found out.I feel as if you have never whole heartedly liked me. You lied to me and i to you i changed you bent the truth so i wouldnt get mad and forget you. just because you got jealous when someone was looking at me like you once did you get defensive. You should have never messed everything up. yeah we tried to fix stuff you apologized for everything and i thank you. but how long would it have taken before you just saw me as a friend? you are a puzzle i havent yet put together. I hurt your feelings by moving on and all i wasnt trying to hurt your feelings you know alot about me and i you. why does this have to fuck up a friendship? If we would have tried to get together it would have fucked up our entire friendship. this is how i feel about this i wont back down or change. it may have been done a different way but it wasnt but lots of things could have been done differently. I never ment to cause you trouble i never ment to cause you pain. it looks like we did that to the both of us. if you dont want to talk to me again i'll understand. move on and be happy you need to be happy someone will make you happy. i wouldnt have trusted either one of us with a relationship like that anyway i would try and you would try buit one if not both of us would fail.but i cant help that i like her she's awesome. your precaption of right and wrong is what gets you. sometimes i think you think you can do whatever you want and everyone should just go with the flow. this is how i feel no more no less.
Joseph
Joseph