theres no justice, there's just us...
So upon my endeavor of trying new things... i decided to try fish again today. Haddock to be exact. now, i used to eat fish all the time when i was younger, then i just didnt like it anymore. but we had fish tonight for dinner... so i had a piece of my dad, then had a piece of my own. it wasnt that bad. i had to put ketchup on it, but you know, it was pretty decent. anyway. trying new things isnt as bad as i thought it was. ;-)
So i went to the mall today with my mom, and Rommate met us there:) it was awesome. her new hair is fabulous. i obtained a couple of new lotions, and i got a cashmere sweater for like 30 bucks on major sale. i was STOKED. haha my mom says i'm spoiled, but i just think she loves me. haha
I went for a run today too. that was good. i only ran a mile though, which sucked, but hey, atleast it's aerobic. I dont know, i mean i know i've only been running for a week... but i feel as though i'm getting bigger. i dont know, i just have to run more i suppose. and cut back on everything i'm eating. that'll help in this weight loss adventure i'm going on. *shrugs* i just really want to wear a bikini, and feel confident in it...
I found out about my RA position on monday. I personally dont think i got the job. eventhough they are hiring like 24 RAs, i just dont think they'll pick me... my luck doesnt work like that. the things i want the most, i generally get shafted on. *shrugs* oh well... atleast i tried, and i can live with leslie for the rest of my life. there's a bright side to everything :)
I'm anxious and i dont know why.
I miss my boyfriend.
I miss my friends.
I really truly dislike myself sometimes.
like tonight
i let stupid things bother me and they shouldnt.
I need to get over myself. point blank.
*sigh*
i'm going to bed soon... who goes to bed at 9:30 on a friday night.
I'm so lame.
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So i went to the mall today with my mom, and Rommate met us there:) it was awesome. her new hair is fabulous. i obtained a couple of new lotions, and i got a cashmere sweater for like 30 bucks on major sale. i was STOKED. haha my mom says i'm spoiled, but i just think she loves me. haha
I went for a run today too. that was good. i only ran a mile though, which sucked, but hey, atleast it's aerobic. I dont know, i mean i know i've only been running for a week... but i feel as though i'm getting bigger. i dont know, i just have to run more i suppose. and cut back on everything i'm eating. that'll help in this weight loss adventure i'm going on. *shrugs* i just really want to wear a bikini, and feel confident in it...
I found out about my RA position on monday. I personally dont think i got the job. eventhough they are hiring like 24 RAs, i just dont think they'll pick me... my luck doesnt work like that. the things i want the most, i generally get shafted on. *shrugs* oh well... atleast i tried, and i can live with leslie for the rest of my life. there's a bright side to everything :)
I'm anxious and i dont know why.
I miss my boyfriend.
I miss my friends.
I really truly dislike myself sometimes.
like tonight
i let stupid things bother me and they shouldnt.
I need to get over myself. point blank.
*sigh*
i'm going to bed soon... who goes to bed at 9:30 on a friday night.
I'm so lame.
end.