Apr 28, 2005 23:12
So after an extremely stressful day and an even more stressful 6 1/2 hours working at windsor i have decided to throw in the towel.
something about being bossed around by a bunch of prom-crazy girls just kinda brought me into a new perspective.
I'M NOT GOING TO PROM.
i'm done. i havent been asked by now and i know its not gonna happen. i dont feel like having to trick someone into going to prom with me. i dont feel like paying for their ticket their meal their everything just so i have someone smiling unenthusiastically next to me in pictures. i dont want to end up sitting at the dinner table for three hours because my last minute date cant dance, or worse yet has the pelvic thrust as his "secret move."
im tired of settling for back-ups.
f back-ups.
im hella emo right now. i really dont feel like discussing this any further- im off to do my mountains of homework late into the night.
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