Years? Decades? Ever?
I am at an utter and complete loss for words.
Though I will sit here and type out exactly what comes to mind because I am so blown away.
My heart has been searching for most of my life
To feel the way it feels right now.
I hope the change never comes.
I will slowly take down my wall and hope
that this feeling of sheer bliss will reign on eternally.
And my loss of breath will be a constant.
I don't want to find my breath again.
You take it away so easily.
This reciprocal is new
Something I've never seen.
Painstakingly I will let myself feel again.
Absence of emotion will be me no more.
I am ready to feel again.
Though I will sit here and type out exactly what comes to mind because I am so blown away.
My heart has been searching for most of my life
To feel the way it feels right now.
I hope the change never comes.
I will slowly take down my wall and hope
that this feeling of sheer bliss will reign on eternally.
And my loss of breath will be a constant.
I don't want to find my breath again.
You take it away so easily.
This reciprocal is new
Something I've never seen.
Painstakingly I will let myself feel again.
Absence of emotion will be me no more.
I am ready to feel again.