Aug 06, 2004 18:31
a message to scott and christie:
i love you.
so the worst work at work ever has finally ended. i feel tired and empty, but not sad. i felt like i was getting better but then my boss brought a mistake i made to my attention that will cost the company $800.00. oops! i guess i'm just tired of working as hard as i can, pouring all the energy i have into everything, and all i end up with is a kick in the teeth...every single time. last night was awesome though. had dinner with becky, her mom, kev, and kelly, brook and the human torch. and i got to pay. hehehe. then we walked through a cemetery in royal oak. not the pioneer one next to nash, the one next to that. becky took a picture of an owl on a massive headstone and it just struck me as one of the most purely beautiful things i have ever seen. hey, i'm tired...it's very easy to get wistful. i feel like my head is in a cloud, like i'm in a daze right now. that's how tired i am. i feel like i only have a vague awareness of my surroundings. speaking of my surroundings, i am currently at will and lorelei's place. pizza is on the way. i'm still trying to decide if i'm hungry. after which we are going to take lorelei to her aunt's for a family gathering. maybe later we'll go to muppets take manhattan as it is the midnight show at the main art this week. i'm just hoping for a nice easy weekend with the love of my life. failing that i will probably just read a lot of comics. fyi: jms is totally amazing on amazing spider-man. i just blew through the happy birthday story arc that goes through amazing #500 and leads directly into the new dr. strange series, also written by jms. woo-hoo! i always try to write something profound in my journal...what i always end up with is the most disjointed garbage ever. and many many comics references. i'm tired. sue me. although i cannot sign off without saying two things. one? EXCELSIOR! two: and this is to becky: I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MWAH!!!!!!!!!!!!