Unbreak My Heart

[marcyjean]

Hey Everbody .... Been Really Depressed Lately... ( Understatement ) I Mean ... I Never Liked This "Break" Thing ... And I Know Its Much More That... We're Over .. And He Keeps Telling Me.. That He Thinks We'll Eventually Get Back Together... But He Can't Promise Me Anything .. And I'm Just So Attatched To Him And I Don't Wanna Let Go .. B/c Once I Do, Theres No Turning Back. And I Still Think That Somehow, We'll Be Together In The End .. And Live Happily Ever After ... But I Know It's Not Possible .. When He Would Rather Be W/ Her ... I'm Breaking Down Emotionally And All I Do Lately Is Cry.... And Now That He Has A Job .. I Have No one .. Aboslutly No One .. B/c He Is THE ONLY Person I Can Talk To And Tell Anything To .. W/o Him ... I'm Completely Alone. I Hate This .. I Just Want Him ( And I Know This Is Extremely Selfish ) To Forget About Everything Else And Just Be W/ Me .... Just Want Me .. Just Need Me ... But She Makes Him Happy, In A Way That I Can't, And That Kills Me. I Don't Know How Much Longer I Can Wait For Him. And I Don't Wanna Give Up.. But This Hurts So Bad. Well I'll Update Whenever

Terribly Heart Broken,
Marcy Jean