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What a slacker I've been, livejournal-wise, my goodness... Y'know, it keeps striking me that I'm a little too old for my age. Like right at this very moment, for example. The people next door - all people I at least semi-know/am friendly with - are being loud and obnoxious, probably drunk if I had to guess, and I have to get up at 6 tomorrow to go sit in with the army band to decide if actually wanna join up, so I'm getting pretty pissed that I can't go to sleep because those *damn kids are partying on saturday night*. What's wrong here? ...*I* should be partying. It's *saturday night*. No, I'm sitting alone in my room doing AURALS HOMEWORK waiting for it to be quiet so I can go to bed. Woah. *Woah*. I'm in college, right? I'm 19 years old, right? Woah. Speaking of being 19, this dude that I really like dancing with at PLP who's gotta be at least 30 definitely hit on me Thursday. I was dancing the last song in my sweatshirt cuz I'd been planning on leaving, and I innocently said "I'm gonna get hot" and he replied "You already *are* hot". Crash, burn, there goes another great lead that I liked dancing with a lot, but am now afraid of. Dammit. But, ew. He's definitely mildly old, and he definitely knows that I'm 19. Ew. Other than that, I had a very pleasant weekend, despite Owen being sick. :( I had some crazy adventures, but if you want to know more than that, well, it's probably too bad for you. >:) Oh wait, the weekend's not over yet, is it? I get all confused with this no friday classes thing, and think that saturday is sunday, and such. Well, tomorrow is gonna be all army, all the time, so there's that. I dunno, I was all excited about it at first, when I was counting all the money I'd get, but now that I think about it a little harder, I've come up with some problems: 1) boot camp 2) time commitment in this place that is a 5-6 hour drive from my actual house 3) boot camp 4) I tend to disagree in general with the whole fighting thing, which is the basic premise of the army 5) boot camp. I still want to do it, because of the money and because I just want to see if I can make it through boot camp, but those don't seem like very good reasons to sign my soul over to the united states military. the money is really the big big motivation, but I don't *like* money and I don't really want money to drive me to do anything. so, I dunno. But I'm going to see it early tomorrow, so we'll see what happens with that. um... yeah.