OMG!
okay well a lot has happened since my last entry ... and by that i mean life drastic. Well, i finally talked to my real father for the first time in my life Saturday and it was awark, but satisfying. I mean now, atleast i know someone out there cares about me rather than my mother. I meeting him Wednesday, which techinically is today and i'm so axious and scared at the same time and there are so many different emotions its like a fucking merrry-go-round and I WANNA GET OFF! Come to find out im half mexican and half french-greman ... i always wondered why my name was spelled M-A-R-C ... its because its french ... duh!
Well, other than that ... my most closest friend, Becky ... who i worked with for 6 months up at the "VW" quit because the manager is a one eye hooker who set her up ... accusing her of drinking alchol on the job ... which she would never do ... it drove her up the wall ... and she quit. Me and Pepper were left devistated ... because all three of us were so close ... like family ... and we all had these noturnal rendevous at 7:30 ... shhhh (nothing invovling sex, though ...) ... which were just _______satisfying_____
school was better than usual, fortunitely ... my yearbook deadline has passed and i haven't turned in my paged or taken pictures ... opps. I FUCKING HATE TEACHERS (well, most of them because they do more COMPLAINING than TEACHING)
im thinking about quitting my job, but i have to find another on first ... u kno how it works.
me and juli talked online ... well chatted about "stuff" ~SHE KNOWS WHAT I MEAN~
~where's jasmine?~
here i dunt wanna bore you but heres SOME lyrics from LUA:
"i got a flask in my pocket we can share it on the train. And if u promise to stay conscious i will try abd do the same. We might die from medication but we sure killed all the pain. But what was normal in the evening by the morning seems insane ..."
Well, other than that ... my most closest friend, Becky ... who i worked with for 6 months up at the "VW" quit because the manager is a one eye hooker who set her up ... accusing her of drinking alchol on the job ... which she would never do ... it drove her up the wall ... and she quit. Me and Pepper were left devistated ... because all three of us were so close ... like family ... and we all had these noturnal rendevous at 7:30 ... shhhh (nothing invovling sex, though ...) ... which were just _______satisfying_____
school was better than usual, fortunitely ... my yearbook deadline has passed and i haven't turned in my paged or taken pictures ... opps. I FUCKING HATE TEACHERS (well, most of them because they do more COMPLAINING than TEACHING)
im thinking about quitting my job, but i have to find another on first ... u kno how it works.
me and juli talked online ... well chatted about "stuff" ~SHE KNOWS WHAT I MEAN~
~where's jasmine?~
here i dunt wanna bore you but heres SOME lyrics from LUA:
"i got a flask in my pocket we can share it on the train. And if u promise to stay conscious i will try abd do the same. We might die from medication but we sure killed all the pain. But what was normal in the evening by the morning seems insane ..."