Picking Myself Up
Ive just done an exam. I hadn't even looked at the six weeks of lectures until last night. Im sure i have just occumplished my first failed exam. My sense of self worth has deteriorated to an all time low. As i sit here next to people who are finishing their lab reports which are due in a week while mine have not even been started i am wondering if i am cut out for uni. Im three years through my course and i feel like giving it up. That cannot be good. Ive also got another exam in a week plus i haven't even started my work experience. I don't have time at the momment for anything but doing uni work so that lines up another shithouse weekend filled with essays, study and feeling like im being left out of the most awsome nights of my life. Still im going to go out and get drunk, i think i need it, ive been sober for two weeks in a row, i'll go insane at another week with no devils liquor.
Anyway stay positive right, nikkis got a BBQ on monday which should be fun. Even though it's the night before my exam i think i can still get blend and survive with at least a sixty percent mark easy. Fuck it. Im going to blitz those damn reports i reckon i could do two lab reports in two days yeah, and ill give my supervisor for work experience a buzz and have that sorted in a jiffy, i'll study all day sunday for my exam which should leave me guzzling beer and suasages at the Grays' house monday night and hungover but rearing to get my exam done on Tuesday. How bout that for Organisation. Marcus is on a comeback.