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This is probably going to be a long, boring entry about nothing. Just a heads up.
So I suck at updating, but what else is new. This vacation's been pretty awesome. I've gotten to see almost all of my friends, with the exception of a few ones that I really miss alot. Sorry I couldn't come into Boston to visit you, Soti, it would've been fun. Stupid work.
I made another payment for Germany the other day. The cost went up too. That Pope had better live. Sometimes I really don't like my family. My parents refuse to help me at all with this trip, and it's really stressing me out. I mean, they already pressure me in school and extracurricular stuff that I do, but now I'm obligated to work on top of all of the other stuff I have to do. Meanwhile, my parents are going away on their own trip in April. They also paid for almost all of my brother's wedding while he went on a trip to Mexico to play in a Christian band. I don't mean to sound selfish here, that's not my aim at all. But my brother, who is now 22, gets more of a free ride than I do from my parents. While my brother is off in Mexico or on his honeymoon (he paid for NEITHER), and my parents are off in the Caribbean, I'm stuck here, juggling a million things at once, and struggling to scrounge up enough money to pay for a $2,000 trip to Germany. Thanks mum and dad.
Sorry about that.
I got to see Chan alot this week, which was really good cause I'm not going to be seeing much of her in the next couple weeks. This weekend she's going to SnowCAMPS and I have Competition, and next weekend I'm going to SnowCAMPS and she has Godspell. Speaking of that, I feel awful about not being able to see it. Chan has a solo song. I told her that I'd try to leave SnowCAMPS a little early to be able to see the show, but I don't think that that's going to be able to happen. I didn't get to see her in Lost in Yonkers this year either. I feel like a really bad boyfriend.
I heard some really disturbing news from KatieHickey/Jamesotis/Klein. *shudder* God, that had BETTER not happen or I'll be so pissed off. Thanks for the heads up though, guys.
I've been so addicted to Moulin Rouge lately. I wish I could sound like Ewan McGregor. Hahahaha. I'm such a dork. But it's cool cause I found sheet music to this song from it that's wicked awesome. It's called Come What May. I wanna sing it as a duet with Chan for my vocal teacher...
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I Love You more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I Love You, until the end of time
Come what may
Come what may
I will Love You
Until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song,
I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I Love You, I Love You,
Until the end of time
Oh, come what may, come what may
I will Love You, until my dying day
Oh come what may, come what may
I will Love You, I will Love You
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Come what may
Come what may
I will Love You
Until my dying day
Speaking of that, I wanna go back soon, even though one freaking half hour lesson is $40. That's a little rediculous. But, I've really gotten used to Diana and she's a wicked good teacher. I really wish I had a good singing voice though. Don't tell me I already do, that's not why I'm writing that. I just really wish I was better.
I really don't wanna go back to school tomorrow. There's so much crap I don't want to deal with. Mostly the Conpot. I hate that woman. Yes, I know hate's a strong word. And it's perfectly fitting for this instance.
Well...I kinda wanna write more but I can't think of anything else to write. It's odd.
So I suck at updating, but what else is new. This vacation's been pretty awesome. I've gotten to see almost all of my friends, with the exception of a few ones that I really miss alot. Sorry I couldn't come into Boston to visit you, Soti, it would've been fun. Stupid work.
I made another payment for Germany the other day. The cost went up too. That Pope had better live. Sometimes I really don't like my family. My parents refuse to help me at all with this trip, and it's really stressing me out. I mean, they already pressure me in school and extracurricular stuff that I do, but now I'm obligated to work on top of all of the other stuff I have to do. Meanwhile, my parents are going away on their own trip in April. They also paid for almost all of my brother's wedding while he went on a trip to Mexico to play in a Christian band. I don't mean to sound selfish here, that's not my aim at all. But my brother, who is now 22, gets more of a free ride than I do from my parents. While my brother is off in Mexico or on his honeymoon (he paid for NEITHER), and my parents are off in the Caribbean, I'm stuck here, juggling a million things at once, and struggling to scrounge up enough money to pay for a $2,000 trip to Germany. Thanks mum and dad.
Sorry about that.
I got to see Chan alot this week, which was really good cause I'm not going to be seeing much of her in the next couple weeks. This weekend she's going to SnowCAMPS and I have Competition, and next weekend I'm going to SnowCAMPS and she has Godspell. Speaking of that, I feel awful about not being able to see it. Chan has a solo song. I told her that I'd try to leave SnowCAMPS a little early to be able to see the show, but I don't think that that's going to be able to happen. I didn't get to see her in Lost in Yonkers this year either. I feel like a really bad boyfriend.
I heard some really disturbing news from KatieHickey/Jamesotis/Klein. *shudder* God, that had BETTER not happen or I'll be so pissed off. Thanks for the heads up though, guys.
I've been so addicted to Moulin Rouge lately. I wish I could sound like Ewan McGregor. Hahahaha. I'm such a dork. But it's cool cause I found sheet music to this song from it that's wicked awesome. It's called Come What May. I wanna sing it as a duet with Chan for my vocal teacher...
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I Love You more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I Love You, until the end of time
Come what may
Come what may
I will Love You
Until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song,
I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I Love You, I Love You,
Until the end of time
Oh, come what may, come what may
I will Love You, until my dying day
Oh come what may, come what may
I will Love You, I will Love You
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Come what may
Come what may
I will Love You
Until my dying day
Speaking of that, I wanna go back soon, even though one freaking half hour lesson is $40. That's a little rediculous. But, I've really gotten used to Diana and she's a wicked good teacher. I really wish I had a good singing voice though. Don't tell me I already do, that's not why I'm writing that. I just really wish I was better.
I really don't wanna go back to school tomorrow. There's so much crap I don't want to deal with. Mostly the Conpot. I hate that woman. Yes, I know hate's a strong word. And it's perfectly fitting for this instance.
Well...I kinda wanna write more but I can't think of anything else to write. It's odd.