(no subject)
hahahaha.
Anyway, I got back from Maine today.
Um, amazing time. Went skiing three days. Chan's getting pretty good. She'll be hitting those black diamonds in no time :-) We went to Saddleback, Black Mountain, and Mount Abram. Saddleback was the best I think. Awesome people up there too. Had the funniest story game ever.
It's about to get sappy.
I love Channing so much. We're so alike. We can be sitting there, not doing anything, and we'll both say the same thing. It's kinda creepy. Like take today. We were sitting on the couch waiting to come home, and we both started singing Airport Song by Guster at the same exact time. It's creepy, but it's awesome. And just....when I hold her, it's like all the crap that goes on in this messed up cesspool of a world goes away, and everything is perfect. I hold her, and nothing else matters. I could do it for an eternity. It's been a year and four months, almost five, and I can't imagine my life without her. It just feels like it's never supposed to end, you know? I don't even know how I survived without her. On New Year's day after the ball dropped, we all sat and watched a movie. Me and Chan shared the bean bag. We couldn't really see the movie though so we just kinda sat there. Then that night we watched a movie again and we shared the wicked comfy couch :-). Then Plops wanted it back since it was his bed and me and Chan moved to the other couch. Sara put in "The Witches", but me and Chan ended up falling asleep on the couch till everyone woke up at 315 in the morning and we all went to bed. I tucked Chan in almost every night too :-) She's so cute. When I'm with her I'm just so relaxed, and....relieved. I guess relieved is the word because I've found this amazing girl who gets me for who I am, and loves me no matter what I do or how bad I mess up. I thank God so much for her, and that He is letting us be together. Chan, I love you so much and I always will. Here's to knowing, love. I'm more sure than ever.
In other news, my cousin Jason is an asshole. He's pretty screwed up as it is, and has taken advantage of the kindness of the family a few times. But over Christmas my grandparents let him borrow their truck, even though he's friggin stolen money from them in the past....his own grandparents...it makes me sick. So I guess he dropped the truck back off and didn't come in or anything, and it's wicked messed up. He hit something because it needs new headlights, a new front bumper, it needs some dents pushed out, and other random crap. What a dick. I was also probably going to get the truck for the next 3 months while my grandparents are in Florida, but I don't know if that's going to happen now. I've come to the conclusion that God doesn't want me to drive. Period.
Um, I guess Chan has to go back up to Maine next weekend. Which SUCKS. I can't afford to take off work anymore. I know I just got to spend a whole week with her, but I don't want to go two weeks without seeing her. I HATE not being able to see her during the week. It sucks so bad. *sigh* Well, we'll see how things work out.
I can't wait to see all my friends tomorrow. I miss them.