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I've been really stressed for about 6 months now. it's caused me a lot of problems with everything I do & I don't want to do this anymore. I've started getting rapid mood swings, usually triggered when talking or thinking about money. I rarely find interest in the things I like. I play guitar, but I don't enjoy it as much anymore. I play video games, but just to forget about everything around me. usually, I'd go for a drive & listen to some good music to clear my head, but the leak in my gas line & the lack of my for $4.00 gas disallows me to do that. I need to work more, but I hate having to even the little I do. I'm sick of my parents. they annoy the crap out of me. all my friends minus a select...2 have all but denied my existence. I get relief from the few sidestreet shows I play, but there haven't been many & are about to be less, plus I have no interest in practicing for them.
pretty much, I'm quitting poverty soon & I don't know what it'll mean when I do. I want to be enjoying life, not having to remind myself of how much I can't do. I just wish things could suck just a little less than they do now.
pretty much, I'm quitting poverty soon & I don't know what it'll mean when I do. I want to be enjoying life, not having to remind myself of how much I can't do. I just wish things could suck just a little less than they do now.