Just stay away from it
Hey what's people (like Michelle's answering machine). Idk I'm at nhs subbing right now. I got jr high kids so it's not fun right now. I'm not feeling as down about her nemore. Mayb Mike is right. U can't do nething for some ppl. Mayb she is like she is. Mayb she's always been like this. Mayb i should stop caring. Mayb I should of never cared at all. I want to help her but at the same time everytime I try to help I start gettin that horrible attraction to her. But why not? She's fun, beautiful, smart, and beautiful. Naturally she's ideal to me. The other is awesome on top of that. Last nite she met another one of those trailer trash guys. I feel like she's throwing herself in the same situation that she continues to throw herself in. I can either (a) leave her alone and let us go are separate ways. This would be a way to avoid the pain and situation that will come. Unfortunately I will lose her and and the other who really deserves to live a good life. Or (b) I can confront her right now and tell her that she's throwing herself in the same situation she's locked herself up in. She'll ignore me. Everyone tells her the same thing but she ignores them. In this situation she'll probably slowly stop talking to me. Or maybe she'll actually listen and things will change? LOL.... Or (c) I can do wut I always do. Be there when ever she wants me to be. That is the worst scenerio to me out of the 3. I suffer most here. I guess only the future holds the outcome of this situation. Fate probably already decided the course this will take....
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