I hate her... but love her...get away
So, here i am 2009. lol its been too long hasnt it. my high school life has been recorded in this idea we call "live journal." Its may 11 and i have to tell u im in love... unfortunaltely it with the wrong person. I hate it too. I dont want to like this girl because i know she would never appreciate me. I wish truly there was some way to get rid of her but it would kill me to be away from her for more than a week. So wut do i do? I suffer.... lol wut else is there to do. I thot life was throwing me in the right direction but its not. Its just throwing me to hell. Dammit get me outta here already let me find something thats suppose to be here. Please. So since my last post... Angelita hates me and were over, I work at Munchys and am graduating in August, substituting in May, and have nothing going for me. Life is boring and to be quite frank with u, it kinda sux. Lets do it a lil better Marc. Aim and achieve. Its just so damn hard. My friends 1stly consist of Codie, Charray (grrr), and Jade, 2ndly, Munchys employees (Michelle, etc) and thirdly I love my students. I'm screwed this summer. I have gaps that must be filled and Im losing a gap when high school lets out. Im afraid its gonna be filled with the wrong thing. I need help, more than anything, why wont Charray listen...