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Whoa!! Check out the new layout! Its fucking hot cheetahness with a fucking EODM icon!! Well I sure hope everyone (whose not Jewish) had an uber nice Christmas. Mine got off to an incridibly rough start. To start on Thursday when my mother came to pick me up from work, she was completely loaded. But then again, what else is new? I mean, I didnt exactly expect her to be sober. So seeing as how it had been about a week since I had a "real" conversation with her, I decided to bring her current obsession with alcohol to the table. Bad idea. She got more than offended and stormed inside, not before falling up the stairs. She got into this argument with me about how she had been home every night that week. But just because your home, doesnt mean your sober. Does it? Unfortunately, she didnt remember one word of that conversation because the next day she was fine with me. Trying to be my best friend. That day went as planned and she was drunk by time I got home at seven. Derek and I left at eight to go to my Dad's and by time we got home, she had passed out. (By the way, my dads was extremely fun too. I think three maybe four people said hi to me this time. We're making progress.) So waking up with a hangover from the night before, my mother realized that she didnt have any presents for some of my cousins. This being the only point where she was sober in a 36 hour period, her immediate reaction was tweakage. And when my mother flips she usually takes it out on her kids. But this time it was her kid, who happened to be me!! Luck of the draw I guess. I even got a present thrown at me!! So needless to say I was crying for a good two hours on Christmas day. For the majority of the car ride I was trying to compose myself. I dont cry. I feel so embarassed. Then my mom tried to apologize to me but I accidently told her not to fucking touch me or talk to me for that matter. I think she forgot that too. Derek drove home from Connecticut seeing as how my mother was in no condition. She makes me sick. Her and my father. They have no idea. Its normal for me to hate my dad. But not so normal for me to hate her. God! Would you look at that snow outside?! Its like the flippin North Pole!! Bam looks funny in the snow. He goes crazy too. So I hope everyone is doing well on this fine Monday. Anyone go sledding? I know I did..
Marci
PS: Good news. I have a stalker. It only took sixteen and a half years.
Marci
PS: Good news. I have a stalker. It only took sixteen and a half years.