Reality starts to set in
ok, so it just hit me that i will have to say goodbye to my boyfriend, Steve, in 9 days before I see him on the weekends instead of everyday to everyother day and well u know. k, so this really saddens me. Like, I know I will survive, having my girlies with me but like I'ma really miss him, like a lot a lot a lot.
Being faithful is not an issue, I will always be faithful and never have I nor will I ever be unfaithful to anyone ever. So, that's not the issue.
The issue is that reality is setting in hard core. I have not packed a fricken thing, cept the jewelry im bringing which is like nothing and well, thats it. I'm gone in 9 days and I have next to nothing packed. A bit freaked out and well, anxious and nervous and sad and a shitload of emotions that are driving me up a wall.
Must sleep. Night all.
I'm a miss you baby! xoxxxxxx 6.28.04 muah! xoxoxoxxxxxx
Being faithful is not an issue, I will always be faithful and never have I nor will I ever be unfaithful to anyone ever. So, that's not the issue.
The issue is that reality is setting in hard core. I have not packed a fricken thing, cept the jewelry im bringing which is like nothing and well, thats it. I'm gone in 9 days and I have next to nothing packed. A bit freaked out and well, anxious and nervous and sad and a shitload of emotions that are driving me up a wall.
Must sleep. Night all.
I'm a miss you baby! xoxxxxxx 6.28.04 muah! xoxoxoxxxxxx