FIC: Eclipse (Centon; Rated R; 14a/15)
Disclaimer: Usual disclaimers apply.
Title: Eclipse
Pairing: Centon (main)
Story Rating: R
Chapter Rating: R-13
Summary: When trust becomes an issue, things can go horribly wrong.
Author's Notes: AAAAAAAAAHAHAHAH PSYCH CHAPTER 14 IS IN TWO PARTS. Well, kind of. I just REALLY wanted to write this part, and this was the ONLY way to write it, I was NOT going to write it any other way, so I had to dub it Chapter 14a. LOL. So does this mean there's still TWO chapters to go after this one? ....Possibly.
X-posted to: marcianafics, cenaortonmylove and lady_tavington
Previous:
1. Just Tonight
2. The Morning After
3. Dinner At Last
4. The Proposal
5. The First Bite
6. Change Of Heart
7. The Second Bite
8. Slight Pivot/The Final Sting
9. The Third Bite
10. When All Boils Over
11. Awakening
12. Turnabout
13. Hard Truths
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ECLIPSE
a CENTON fic
by MARCIANA (lady_tavington)
Chapter 14a
Possession (Interlude)
You have a beautiful home.
I don’t know why you’ve never let me in here. The floors, the colors, the furniture...It’s all so perfect. So beautiful. So you. And yet, so him at the same time. I hate that.
Well, no. I’m jealous. You must know this.
You didn’t wash my mug. The coffee’s gone cold, but I don’t mind, I’ll drink it all anyway. Where’s the money though? Fuck you for trying to pay me off, by the way. Did you really think I was going to let you treat me like a whore? Fuck that. Fuck you. I didn’t do it for the money, I didn’t do it so you’d “pay me back”. I did it because you asked me to. You can’t put a price on that.
Did you decorate his daughter’s bedroom yourself? It’s adorable. I can tell you really love her, because you love him and he wants you to love her just as he does her.
I want that. I thought I had that. I gave you that, but you told me you didn’t want it.
I know you were lying.
These pictures of you all over the house...You guys have no shame, do you? Living a different lifestyle, like it’s the most normal thing in the world for two people like you to be so perfectly in love and live in a perfect little mansion with his perfect little daughter and your perfect little cars and your perfect little careers...It’s sickening. How dare he flaunt you in front of me like this?
I wonder where in this house you’ve fucked. The kitchen, most likely. The living room too. Your bathroom as well. The guest room, probably. Maybe also the garage. Her bedroom? You sick fucks, I bet you have.
Your bedroom looks more like him than it does you, but I don’t care. I bet you and I would fit in this bed better than the two of you do. Do you really only sleep on the right side? Convenient. I really only sleep on the left.
The pillow still smells like you. I know it’s you. The way you smell is stuck in my head. I’d recognize it a mile away. I can feel you on this bed, under the covers. You’re so warm, and surprisingly gentle for someone built as big as you are.
I miss you. So much. I miss your warmth. I miss your voice. I miss your eyes. I miss your touch. I miss your mouth. I miss your kiss. I miss you inside me. I miss everything about you, goddammit.
Fuck. I need your hands on me.
I don’t just need you to touch me again. I need you to hold me, to keep me together, because I’m falling apart, and you’re the only one who can put me back together again.
You tasted like heaven. I had a feeling you might. You tasted better than I dreamed you would. And believe me, I’ve dreamed of you a lot. You were so gentle with me, you moaned so good. You loved it as much as I did. I didn’t want to stop until I made you come in my mouth, but I had to. I told myself there would be other times for that. So I let go of heaven, knowing you’d be bringing me back there soon anyway.
You put your mouth on me, and I couldn’t believe it. I wasn’t expecting that. It took every last inch of my will power not to fuck your mouth, it felt so fucking good. I didn’t ask you to do it, but you did it. I was sure I was going to lose my mind, if I hadn’t already. That fucking mouth of yours was so damn talented, and that tongue, fuck, that tongue...I could barely keep it together. I thought I was going to come in your mouth, it felt too fucking amazing. When I looked down and saw my cock between your lips, I nearly fucking lost it. I thought I was going to die. It should be illegal to feel that good.
You felt so fucking good inside me. I felt so full, so whole. So complete. It’s as if I was the puzzle, and you were my missing piece. It was like my whole life had led up to that moment when you entered me, and you were looking into my eyes and I was drowning in yours. But I didn’t want to be saved. I still don’t. If drowning in your eyes meant I could be with you forever, then so fucking be it.
I remember your face when you came. I’ll never forget it. That was the most beautiful I’ve ever seen you be. I don’t remember being more in love with you than I was at that moment when I saw you come for me. It was clear to me then that you really are in love with me. I knew you would be needing more of that, more of me, in your life, and that I would only be too willing to give you everything.
I’ve been in love with you from the moment we met. A year and a half ago feels like an eternity now, but at the same time it doesn’t feel like it’s been long enough. Then again, I’ve always felt like I was yours before we even knew it.
That’s right. I’m yours. I’m all fucking yours. All you have to do is take me. I’ll wait for you as long as I have to, but just fucking take me.
Take me, John, fucking take me.
Oh God, John, fuck, I’m coming...
~ TO BE CONTINUED. ~
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Love Lots And God Bless!
~ MARCIANA ~
http://twitter.com/marciana86
Title: Eclipse
Pairing: Centon (main)
Story Rating: R
Chapter Rating: R-13
Summary: When trust becomes an issue, things can go horribly wrong.
Author's Notes: AAAAAAAAAHAHAHAH PSYCH CHAPTER 14 IS IN TWO PARTS. Well, kind of. I just REALLY wanted to write this part, and this was the ONLY way to write it, I was NOT going to write it any other way, so I had to dub it Chapter 14a. LOL. So does this mean there's still TWO chapters to go after this one? ....Possibly.
X-posted to: marcianafics, cenaortonmylove and lady_tavington
Previous:
1. Just Tonight
2. The Morning After
3. Dinner At Last
4. The Proposal
5. The First Bite
6. Change Of Heart
7. The Second Bite
8. Slight Pivot/The Final Sting
9. The Third Bite
10. When All Boils Over
11. Awakening
12. Turnabout
13. Hard Truths
=====================================================
ECLIPSE
a CENTON fic
by MARCIANA (lady_tavington)
Chapter 14a
Possession (Interlude)
You have a beautiful home.
I don’t know why you’ve never let me in here. The floors, the colors, the furniture...It’s all so perfect. So beautiful. So you. And yet, so him at the same time. I hate that.
Well, no. I’m jealous. You must know this.
You didn’t wash my mug. The coffee’s gone cold, but I don’t mind, I’ll drink it all anyway. Where’s the money though? Fuck you for trying to pay me off, by the way. Did you really think I was going to let you treat me like a whore? Fuck that. Fuck you. I didn’t do it for the money, I didn’t do it so you’d “pay me back”. I did it because you asked me to. You can’t put a price on that.
Did you decorate his daughter’s bedroom yourself? It’s adorable. I can tell you really love her, because you love him and he wants you to love her just as he does her.
I want that. I thought I had that. I gave you that, but you told me you didn’t want it.
I know you were lying.
These pictures of you all over the house...You guys have no shame, do you? Living a different lifestyle, like it’s the most normal thing in the world for two people like you to be so perfectly in love and live in a perfect little mansion with his perfect little daughter and your perfect little cars and your perfect little careers...It’s sickening. How dare he flaunt you in front of me like this?
I wonder where in this house you’ve fucked. The kitchen, most likely. The living room too. Your bathroom as well. The guest room, probably. Maybe also the garage. Her bedroom? You sick fucks, I bet you have.
Your bedroom looks more like him than it does you, but I don’t care. I bet you and I would fit in this bed better than the two of you do. Do you really only sleep on the right side? Convenient. I really only sleep on the left.
The pillow still smells like you. I know it’s you. The way you smell is stuck in my head. I’d recognize it a mile away. I can feel you on this bed, under the covers. You’re so warm, and surprisingly gentle for someone built as big as you are.
I miss you. So much. I miss your warmth. I miss your voice. I miss your eyes. I miss your touch. I miss your mouth. I miss your kiss. I miss you inside me. I miss everything about you, goddammit.
Fuck. I need your hands on me.
I don’t just need you to touch me again. I need you to hold me, to keep me together, because I’m falling apart, and you’re the only one who can put me back together again.
You tasted like heaven. I had a feeling you might. You tasted better than I dreamed you would. And believe me, I’ve dreamed of you a lot. You were so gentle with me, you moaned so good. You loved it as much as I did. I didn’t want to stop until I made you come in my mouth, but I had to. I told myself there would be other times for that. So I let go of heaven, knowing you’d be bringing me back there soon anyway.
You put your mouth on me, and I couldn’t believe it. I wasn’t expecting that. It took every last inch of my will power not to fuck your mouth, it felt so fucking good. I didn’t ask you to do it, but you did it. I was sure I was going to lose my mind, if I hadn’t already. That fucking mouth of yours was so damn talented, and that tongue, fuck, that tongue...I could barely keep it together. I thought I was going to come in your mouth, it felt too fucking amazing. When I looked down and saw my cock between your lips, I nearly fucking lost it. I thought I was going to die. It should be illegal to feel that good.
You felt so fucking good inside me. I felt so full, so whole. So complete. It’s as if I was the puzzle, and you were my missing piece. It was like my whole life had led up to that moment when you entered me, and you were looking into my eyes and I was drowning in yours. But I didn’t want to be saved. I still don’t. If drowning in your eyes meant I could be with you forever, then so fucking be it.
I remember your face when you came. I’ll never forget it. That was the most beautiful I’ve ever seen you be. I don’t remember being more in love with you than I was at that moment when I saw you come for me. It was clear to me then that you really are in love with me. I knew you would be needing more of that, more of me, in your life, and that I would only be too willing to give you everything.
I’ve been in love with you from the moment we met. A year and a half ago feels like an eternity now, but at the same time it doesn’t feel like it’s been long enough. Then again, I’ve always felt like I was yours before we even knew it.
That’s right. I’m yours. I’m all fucking yours. All you have to do is take me. I’ll wait for you as long as I have to, but just fucking take me.
Take me, John, fucking take me.
Oh God, John, fuck, I’m coming...
~ TO BE CONTINUED. ~
==========================================================
Love Lots And God Bless!
~ MARCIANA ~
http://twitter.com/marciana86