how does it feel
I started my second week of work, and all keep hearing is how does it feel. I think that my repetitive answer of "it hasn't sunk in" is wearing out. the truth is it doesn't really feel any certain way. I am anxious, excited, annoyed, and tired kind of rolled into one. life feels strangely normal. Maybe cause I am in the exact same spot as last year, only this time I will have to figure out what to do with myself in three months. I am annoyed that kiss ass got a job, and I got a "we really like your work and can you stay for the summer". Maybe I should be glad cause maybe I could get stuck here, it's comfortable enough. but I might not get to do any thing amazing. I think it’s nice that I can really pump out elevations, but I can't find the pride in drawing restrooms for three days straight. Weird girl's soap opera was more amusing when I didn't know her. All I really want to do is go on a reading binge and watch Reality Bites a couple times and some crappy show like gilmore girls.
At least I get to occasionally see a hot construction guy come through, guess I can hope for rain.
At least I get to occasionally see a hot construction guy come through, guess I can hope for rain.