yet another great weekend...
As my time in Finland slowly counts down (but way to soon)...as i only have one month and a few hours left here. I am learning to make sure i spend every momeny usefully, doing what i want to be doing and having fun (trying not to get pissed off at anyone...which hast happened very much this year all...that is a very good but strange thing), hanging out, and just making the most of the time i have left here in finland and with everyone. This could possibly be the funest, saddest, and busiest month (this final month starting today until i come home) for this entire year and possibly for my life. I guess only time can show me how i will handle it..i am hoping well but then again i know it is going to be really hard to say goodbye to everyone and everything that i have known for the past 9 months and it just isnt fair in my eyes right now. And i know that it will be difficult to say the goodbyes from what happened this weekend.
So i guess i will write about my weekend in Tammisarri at my District Confrence with all the other exchange students in my district (which included Estonia).Basically it was a blast jsut so much fun...hanging out, talking, laughing, looking at pictures, taking a MILLION pictures, goofing off, and barely sleeping..oh yes and there was a boat ride with dinner.
But the reson that i know this will be hard is cuz over dinner i was talking with miriam and i asked her if she was going on EuroTour (i thought she was but i wasnt sure there are so many people to keep track of who is going where)...and well she answered "no" so i was like well are you at least coming to Turku to say goodbye to everyone...and she once again said "no"...now i was getting scared...so i was like why not...why are you coming back to finland again to see everyone off...and she just kept saying cuz and then all of a sudden she said "cuz my family is coming" and i was like "ohhhh (sad voice)"...and then i sat there for a minte talking more about it like when they are coming and when they are leaving and all of a sudden it hit me and i said, "This is the last time that i get to see you!!" and tears started to form in my eyes even though we still had like 18 hours left together. After she saw that i was gunna start crying she was like...i am kidding marci...i am kidding i AM going on Eurotour we will see each other one more time...and then we hugged and oh my god it was terrible i was so happy that she really was coming and at the same time i was ready to smack her for really scaring me like that especially in front of everyone else...cuz my entire table was there still. But mostly i was just sooo happy that it wasnt the last time! Now if this is a preview of how June 4th is gunna be then i am gunna be in the most terrible mood when i get home that day after saying goodbye to everybody except a few people, but all those other goodbyes come soon enough within the next two weeks.
Ok i need to think about something happier before i start crying again...the other day everything was still so dead here. like all the trees didnt have any leaves on them yet and the grass was still half dead and the we got a tiny bit of rain like just sprinkles over night and the next morning there were leaves on the trees and the grass was nice and green and now it is sooo beautiful here. i just i would inform you about how the scenery is here...it has gotten so pretty over the past week...and i am gunna miss the best part of the year SUMMER and the midsummer's eve and the midnight sun :( . I really dont want to go home at this point...i hate saying goodbyes (god even gradutations make me cry and i know that i will see them all again and all summer). Ok i cant be sad this needs to stop now cuz i still have a month no need for goodbyes yet.
Ok well i am gunna stop this now just cuz all i have to say about this weekend is that it was great and fun and i am gunna miss all these get togethers. Sorry this is so down and sad it is just i cant help thinking about it right now...so i gotta go get busy and do some homework which also makes me sad...but in a completely different way...lol...later
So i guess i will write about my weekend in Tammisarri at my District Confrence with all the other exchange students in my district (which included Estonia).Basically it was a blast jsut so much fun...hanging out, talking, laughing, looking at pictures, taking a MILLION pictures, goofing off, and barely sleeping..oh yes and there was a boat ride with dinner.
But the reson that i know this will be hard is cuz over dinner i was talking with miriam and i asked her if she was going on EuroTour (i thought she was but i wasnt sure there are so many people to keep track of who is going where)...and well she answered "no" so i was like well are you at least coming to Turku to say goodbye to everyone...and she once again said "no"...now i was getting scared...so i was like why not...why are you coming back to finland again to see everyone off...and she just kept saying cuz and then all of a sudden she said "cuz my family is coming" and i was like "ohhhh (sad voice)"...and then i sat there for a minte talking more about it like when they are coming and when they are leaving and all of a sudden it hit me and i said, "This is the last time that i get to see you!!" and tears started to form in my eyes even though we still had like 18 hours left together. After she saw that i was gunna start crying she was like...i am kidding marci...i am kidding i AM going on Eurotour we will see each other one more time...and then we hugged and oh my god it was terrible i was so happy that she really was coming and at the same time i was ready to smack her for really scaring me like that especially in front of everyone else...cuz my entire table was there still. But mostly i was just sooo happy that it wasnt the last time! Now if this is a preview of how June 4th is gunna be then i am gunna be in the most terrible mood when i get home that day after saying goodbye to everybody except a few people, but all those other goodbyes come soon enough within the next two weeks.
Ok i need to think about something happier before i start crying again...the other day everything was still so dead here. like all the trees didnt have any leaves on them yet and the grass was still half dead and the we got a tiny bit of rain like just sprinkles over night and the next morning there were leaves on the trees and the grass was nice and green and now it is sooo beautiful here. i just i would inform you about how the scenery is here...it has gotten so pretty over the past week...and i am gunna miss the best part of the year SUMMER and the midsummer's eve and the midnight sun :( . I really dont want to go home at this point...i hate saying goodbyes (god even gradutations make me cry and i know that i will see them all again and all summer). Ok i cant be sad this needs to stop now cuz i still have a month no need for goodbyes yet.
Ok well i am gunna stop this now just cuz all i have to say about this weekend is that it was great and fun and i am gunna miss all these get togethers. Sorry this is so down and sad it is just i cant help thinking about it right now...so i gotta go get busy and do some homework which also makes me sad...but in a completely different way...lol...later