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So yeah i have been really really sick lately. i got sent home sick on monday from school, then on monday i was worse so my mother took me to the dr. she told me to stay home 'til wednesday. she put me on antibiotics. well another round of a new kind. i have a thing that is in between a virus and a bacteria, so she thought that i couldn't fight it off by myself. i still feel awful. but not as bad. then i started to come to school on thursday and i got sick to my stomach. BLAH I HATE THIS LIFE! then i thought that if i sat up for a lil while longer and loaded myself up with losts of different kinds of stomach meds that i would be better. so i got ready and out the door and was on my way when i felt the rumblies in my tumbly and i started getting pains down towards my apendix and i had a burning sensation in my stomach area. i was not well. so my mom stopped in at Kroger's and bought some more stomach stuff, bottled water, and some peppermints (those used to help me when i was little). but i wasn't getting better, so my dad told me to just go home and go back to bed with a hot water bottle and a bucket. i was pissed that i kept getting sicker and sicker as the week progressed. Yesterday during the Snow day i went back to the dr. she took me off of the antibiotics (i was on a double dose of an already high dosage of these things, so that is why i was sick to my stomach) and told me that it looked like i could fight it off the rest of the way on my own. i have to go back on the 19th. while i was sick i kept having dreams that i was in the hospital and that i had cancer and that i was gonna die. i would wake up every night with those dreams. i am still having those pains near my apendix. so i am not at all happy. if i have to get that (or those, i really don't remember how many there is or are)out i am really gonna fail all my classes. i am so terrified about chem now, but my mom is having jeremy help me with it.
last night i went out to see the holiday christmas laser show and i went bowling too. i was planning on going to school and i felt tons better. but they cancled it. i have come to the conclusion that i suck ass at bowling. but the laser show was freaking awesome! i loved it. i am less depressed, but i dunno how long that is gonna last. but i am kinda looking forward to something for once, so YEAH!
today i woke up at like 7 and got in the shower. then i went to the mall with my aunt patty and uncle dan. it was ok i got a lot of cool stuff that i am really excited bout getting. i wanted a pair of jeans and i could not find a pair that fit me. i spent the majority of the day looking for a pair that i liked and that fit me. i have lost about 10 pounds the past 2 weeks, let's just hope that i can keep it off. but today with the whole jeans thing and the not finding anything shirt wise really kinda set me back. then i ate a little bit at the food court w/heidi and my mom. then i came home and took a nap. i feel bad cuz megan called and i didnt wake up in time to call her back. then i went to the pep band game. it was fun, we lost AGAIN! i found out that kyle was dumped and all i could do was give him a big hug. i feel bad for him. he moped all night and i understand how he feels.
i am gonna go to bed now. so g'night and merry christmas! I'M SO EXCITED!!! o and bout all the bad stuff in my life, i am starting to ignore it more and get a lil bit of my faith in God back. i kno that it isn't good to ignore them, but i will deal w/them after the holidays. so happy holidays!
last night i went out to see the holiday christmas laser show and i went bowling too. i was planning on going to school and i felt tons better. but they cancled it. i have come to the conclusion that i suck ass at bowling. but the laser show was freaking awesome! i loved it. i am less depressed, but i dunno how long that is gonna last. but i am kinda looking forward to something for once, so YEAH!
today i woke up at like 7 and got in the shower. then i went to the mall with my aunt patty and uncle dan. it was ok i got a lot of cool stuff that i am really excited bout getting. i wanted a pair of jeans and i could not find a pair that fit me. i spent the majority of the day looking for a pair that i liked and that fit me. i have lost about 10 pounds the past 2 weeks, let's just hope that i can keep it off. but today with the whole jeans thing and the not finding anything shirt wise really kinda set me back. then i ate a little bit at the food court w/heidi and my mom. then i came home and took a nap. i feel bad cuz megan called and i didnt wake up in time to call her back. then i went to the pep band game. it was fun, we lost AGAIN! i found out that kyle was dumped and all i could do was give him a big hug. i feel bad for him. he moped all night and i understand how he feels.
i am gonna go to bed now. so g'night and merry christmas! I'M SO EXCITED!!! o and bout all the bad stuff in my life, i am starting to ignore it more and get a lil bit of my faith in God back. i kno that it isn't good to ignore them, but i will deal w/them after the holidays. so happy holidays!