Tonight your ghost will ask my ghost
I'm not all sure what to write, but I feel like I should finally post another entry.
So, the last weeks were like super busy and I apologize for not replying to any of your entries lately. I go to the university in the morning, come home in the late evening - sometimes I do the groceries on my way home - and then I go to study a bit more before going to bed.
The pain in my tummy turned out to be an inflammation. At least that's what the doc at the hospital told me. Still have a strange feeling, but perhaps it's just the stress.
On Thursday we will write a kanji test, next week the first Japanese grammar test will take place - which I'm kinda scared of, because it will be hard and if I fail... I won't. That's because I am currently studying every evening. Hey, learning Japanese is what I've wanted all along, so I won't back down. But the pressure is influencing my mood...
John, Alex and Niko came to visit me last weekend. It is always a relief to meet up with them. It's like they don't know any problems at all. I wish I could be as carefree as they are. <3 Ah, youth's such a wonderful thing, isn't it? (I'm sounding like an old hag now. xD I know, I know)
I've started to prepare myself for Japan. I am searching for ways to go there next year, and I hope everything will work out fine. Probably leaving Germany by the end of 2010, if it goes well.
And - I would love to meet a nice girl. I am quite sure I would be much happier and less stressed if I would be in love. Haha!
So, the last weeks were like super busy and I apologize for not replying to any of your entries lately. I go to the university in the morning, come home in the late evening - sometimes I do the groceries on my way home - and then I go to study a bit more before going to bed.
The pain in my tummy turned out to be an inflammation. At least that's what the doc at the hospital told me. Still have a strange feeling, but perhaps it's just the stress.
On Thursday we will write a kanji test, next week the first Japanese grammar test will take place - which I'm kinda scared of, because it will be hard and if I fail... I won't. That's because I am currently studying every evening. Hey, learning Japanese is what I've wanted all along, so I won't back down. But the pressure is influencing my mood...
John, Alex and Niko came to visit me last weekend. It is always a relief to meet up with them. It's like they don't know any problems at all. I wish I could be as carefree as they are. <3 Ah, youth's such a wonderful thing, isn't it? (I'm sounding like an old hag now. xD I know, I know)
I've started to prepare myself for Japan. I am searching for ways to go there next year, and I hope everything will work out fine. Probably leaving Germany by the end of 2010, if it goes well.
And - I would love to meet a nice girl. I am quite sure I would be much happier and less stressed if I would be in love. Haha!