Sep 11, 2007 15:49
Nothing is better than feeling you're the one is not giving up, or pleading. No one loves me as myself. I'll not take the first step. Never.
It's just that I'm sick of apologize for everything because I feel so unworthy or undesired. And I'm tired of being the one looking for social contact. But no more. i'll stand like a pillar, I promise. And not because of revenge, just because it is time to begin loving me more than I do with everyone. Even if I'll miss them....
babbling,
still-life,
soreness