Recap le summer
probably the craziest summer of my life... a lot to talk about. The general pointform then ramble.
-Started at bluenotes
-Ottawa Canada day
-Falling out with team MM
-Came out!
-Ottawa week
-Chad Brenda and Marcie #1 <--- awesome times!
-Move #11
-Bday extravaganza's
-RIP alex dobbins
-Move #12 to sheridan
so, thats the general what have yous of the summer. Major relaizations include keeping your friends close, cause u could loose them at any minute. Alex Dobbins died suddenly in a car accident and even 10 days later, im still pretty much in shock. After 15 years of being that close to someone, people start to go their seperate ways... dont let them, theres a joy in every life. Ive come to learn the drama of the gay man. Everyone knows everyone and well, its just a sex filled world, to be honest, i think its kinda sick. I wouldnt mind a boyfriend, one that only wants to be with me... one that isnt an ass, or full of themselves... but of course thats yet to be found. Being out has been cool tho, its been nice to have a sense of freedom finally. Although ive been out to ppl here and there for about 5 years now, it was just kinda time to let go. After going through hell year in university, the coke, the cuts, the hospital, the depression... all of that... this didnt seem like something to loose sleep over anymore. For the most part everyone has been nothing but amazing about it, which i thank you all for... and i of course thank pat for showing me its ok to be yourself.
so, life in rez has started again... and my general stupidness for bad impressions has returned. i dunno love some of the ppl ive met so far, the two stacies one of which is my next door neighbour are really cool, theyre just really polite which i think is key. Drew a guy down the hall is also really nice and genuine, a good carribean hospitality vibe. my roomate trevor is awesome! really nice chill guy. Even though theres only 2 more days im absolutely dying for the studio! i miss it so much, i have so much negative energy ready to pump into my work, hopefully i can turn a lot of tears into some awesome work!
im just pumped for shows, friends, life... and hopfully the ability to be able to open up to some ppl and make some great friends
from the former room of greg peel
-marcel
-Started at bluenotes
-Ottawa Canada day
-Falling out with team MM
-Came out!
-Ottawa week
-Chad Brenda and Marcie #1 <--- awesome times!
-Move #11
-Bday extravaganza's
-RIP alex dobbins
-Move #12 to sheridan
so, thats the general what have yous of the summer. Major relaizations include keeping your friends close, cause u could loose them at any minute. Alex Dobbins died suddenly in a car accident and even 10 days later, im still pretty much in shock. After 15 years of being that close to someone, people start to go their seperate ways... dont let them, theres a joy in every life. Ive come to learn the drama of the gay man. Everyone knows everyone and well, its just a sex filled world, to be honest, i think its kinda sick. I wouldnt mind a boyfriend, one that only wants to be with me... one that isnt an ass, or full of themselves... but of course thats yet to be found. Being out has been cool tho, its been nice to have a sense of freedom finally. Although ive been out to ppl here and there for about 5 years now, it was just kinda time to let go. After going through hell year in university, the coke, the cuts, the hospital, the depression... all of that... this didnt seem like something to loose sleep over anymore. For the most part everyone has been nothing but amazing about it, which i thank you all for... and i of course thank pat for showing me its ok to be yourself.
so, life in rez has started again... and my general stupidness for bad impressions has returned. i dunno love some of the ppl ive met so far, the two stacies one of which is my next door neighbour are really cool, theyre just really polite which i think is key. Drew a guy down the hall is also really nice and genuine, a good carribean hospitality vibe. my roomate trevor is awesome! really nice chill guy. Even though theres only 2 more days im absolutely dying for the studio! i miss it so much, i have so much negative energy ready to pump into my work, hopefully i can turn a lot of tears into some awesome work!
im just pumped for shows, friends, life... and hopfully the ability to be able to open up to some ppl and make some great friends
from the former room of greg peel
-marcel