Damn, Its been a while
So Russ and I have been broken up for like 4 months I think and I just don't feel like I can get away from it. I can't even find a way any of it can be my fault, he's just an asshole. We see each other every week and most of the time I do a really good job of ignoring him and his new girl. But it just seems like maybe he isn't over it, and the more that happens, the more I am ready to just find someone knew. I mean last weekend I got screamed at for no reason, and by this time, he shouldn't even be calling me about anything. So does that mean he still cares for me or is he just that much of a prick that my weaknesses make him stronger?
That might not make any sense to anyone, but it does to me lol.
Anyway, I do not know what I would do without Jill, Anthony and Joe. I love them. They each play a different role in making me happy. Anthony and Joe crack me up.
School is really good. I am gonna be done by the end of summer I think, which is awesome. I cannot wait to get out in the world and make some sort of difference in other people's lives.
I got to go to the mountains during labor day weekend. It was awesome being with my dad's friends from the cabin and being able to hear stories. I also go to go on the quads and enjoy the mountain air. I wanna be a hick haha. I've been missing my dad a lot and times like those make it better, in a weird way.
Its been almost a year since Darrell died. I miss him and think about him frequently. Sometimes more than others.
That might not make any sense to anyone, but it does to me lol.
Anyway, I do not know what I would do without Jill, Anthony and Joe. I love them. They each play a different role in making me happy. Anthony and Joe crack me up.
School is really good. I am gonna be done by the end of summer I think, which is awesome. I cannot wait to get out in the world and make some sort of difference in other people's lives.
I got to go to the mountains during labor day weekend. It was awesome being with my dad's friends from the cabin and being able to hear stories. I also go to go on the quads and enjoy the mountain air. I wanna be a hick haha. I've been missing my dad a lot and times like those make it better, in a weird way.
Its been almost a year since Darrell died. I miss him and think about him frequently. Sometimes more than others.