Dec 27, 2002 19:25
The day after Christmas I received the best gift I ever could have received. She showed up at my door wanting things to be like they were before she left. I pulled her inside and just held her, making sure what was happening was real. And it was. So. Real. The feel of soft skin under my fingertips, the sweet smell of her hair as I hug her close to me. The softness of her voice when she speaks to me. Everything at that moment cemented the reality. She was there. With me.
I had her in my arms, had her with me and this time she's not leaving, we both know it. This time it's for keeps. Forever, in every meaning of the word.
After spending the day together we decided to take a little trip to visit Janet and Wes, maybe ring in the new year there but we're still not sure. Janet is absolutely glowing from the pregnancy and Wes is being a protective husband and father. It's beautiful, reminds me of when I was in his place. Makes anyone want to have a baby. To have the experience because it is incredible.
What Amanda and I have is serious. She is the last woman I'll ever kiss, the last woman I'll ever be with. She is what I need. What I breathe. For eternity.