Dec 12, 2002 12:49
The morning after and I have to face my kids' questioning eyes. Not the best thing to talk about first thing in the morning, because I really don't know how to explain this to them. How to make them understand when I barely understand it. My ex-wife wanted to have them for the holidays but because I was taking them with me she was going to let me keep them. She'll be thrilled to have them for Christmas, and right now, I'm not sure if them staying with me is good for them. So I guess it's for the best that she has them. She's going to Miami tomorrow so when I go back down I'll see them, I can't stay away from them long.
She promised me an hour before she left that she wasn't going to leave me. She promised that this wasn't going to happen... and I promised her that I'd fight for what we had. *shakes head* I guess promises are meant to be broken.
... but I'm still going fight, because I promised her I would.